Tuesday, April 15, 2008

-YOU LIED-

MY ONLY FOREVER BAOBAO
You once promised not to let me suffer anymore for my past experience. But you broke ur promises and LIED. Instead i am suffering more. it jus can't help that i had falls deeply on you. i hope that it can return back to the time when we were happily. Make myself wake up from the nightmare.
But i know everything was true. I cant twist anything now..we're going on with our own ways. i have to accept everything.
i give you all my best wishes in everything you've decide. as well as you n her together.
she may not be like me,tat will listen to what u asked me to do.Eg: help u take this n there.. but at least she can help u out with more important things.
Cherish what u have now. once lost you don regret it.
Rmb BAOBAO, dn regret on what you've decide now.. it wont be the same after sometimes later. everyone will change, so am BEIBEI..
Take good care of yourself please. rest assured that i will take care of myself..

YOUR FOREVER *BEIEBI*

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

what will happen after 6months of our promises?

Baobao,
I am not strong enuff to let things go on naturally without being unreasonable and more understanding. As i know i love u soo much that i dunno whats my mind was thinking. i hope i can take it nothing happen and after 6months we'll be back to normal. but 6months isn't a short period like 1month. i know you have your difficulty on handling this in peace. and yet am putting more pressure and stress on you. I AM REALLY SORRY. you've done lot of things is for the sake of making me more comfortable and happy.But my stubborness naturally disrupted you.
i keep telling myself, if beibei really love you, why can't i be more understanding and just simply let you done with all your crisis. i have though throught deeply now, AM SoRRY for what i've created n causes all the unusual headache to you for the past few days. i will bare with it and support in whatever you do. Accompany you go through with all the hardship. Lets us look forward after 6months for our peace R/S.
BeiBei