I am Hurts

My first time writting a blog, was thinking that maybe i shld haf throw all my unhappy things here.
it had been a month since he left me. i have been suffering for tis time and was unable to have a gd sleep at all. Thou we still contact everyday but the feels were different frm how we used to be. He wants me to change my everythings. Is pretty hard to. but am trying. What i promised him, i have done it. But that's still no news from him. Struggling myself everydays to smile and pretented nothing on me. In fact i have changed myself into a different person now. eventually i wld haf do sumthing stupid. Thanks to my frens, that always accompany, encourage, persuade and console me. if there's no you, i wont be here anymore.
He'll be the first and last person that i would haf committed so deep.. He may be more relieve and enjoying himself now without me. I am really tired of asking you back again and always got rejected. I need your love, care and concern without conditions. Cant our love be unconditional...